Why do I always dread the coming of school? But also dread summer vacation?
Change is hard on anyone and that’s what summer vacation or the beginning of the school year brings. I’m cruising, doing my own thing, getting into the groove of school or summer and suddenly the world feels like it’s okay to take me out of it. I’m being thrown into a new situation, I need to take the time to re-situate myself and fall back into a pattern. But change or disruptions in my life normally lead to lowered self-confidence. I worry, I over analyze and think to hard about whether or not I’m doing the right thing, speaking eloquently, or talking loud enough. So yes, maybe I do hate change. Maybe I enjoy the ease that comes with singular and predictable activities. Don’t get me wrong I love school and I love summer vacation. On the one hand school gives me leave to spend hours researching and learning on the computer, and summer gives me endless hours of reading pleasure. So really I quite enjoy both world…just need to readjust a little bit in the beginning.
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